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You’re always in my head
like one plus one equals two
my humble thoughts you misconstrue
I’m running around in disbelief
the pain of losing you is beyond relief.

You seem not to realise
how much my troublesome fears materialise,
I hear you in my head
As I remember the faint squeaks of my bed
Knowing that someday to you I’ll be dead
You remain silent like the dark of the night
I wonder if my bravery is likened to a knights,
I delve into the sea of extraordinary madness
Too deeply sunken; anchored by my weakness,
You, yeah; you are my weakness.

My strength melts away
with the thoughts of your caress
and as my needs you address
I’m flung into unending delirium
deadened to all sensorium
everything is nothing but tedium
then suddenly I awaken to reality
and I’m left again in frank pandemonium.

I decide it’s whatever
but just when I say it don’t matter
sudden feelings I begin to discover
well maybe I had lied while undercover
having you ponder if I got something to offer
if you don’t mind, let me restrategise my offer.
For you're always in my head
as the love of you won’t give up easily
me, I go show you am a hard performer
because with me it’s;
whenever, wherever, however-forever.

I ain’t trying to impress
or float your boat on the sea of distress
I just pray I be the one to help your nerves de-stress
my hands, your body dress and undress
and in my empire, you; forever my empress
with undoubted permanence; like a seal's press.


Fimisola-Samuel

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She kills me everyday
slowly and quietly
but blinds me with the beauty
of love and friendship,
renders me humble through discipleship
soon i can ride the seas of leadership,
she teaches me from the pain
of hate and lies
yet spills my heart with joy
like my mama's french fries,
she's impatient like daddy's eyes
clicking away like wooden pegs.
There's never enough of her,
but much of her I spend staring into space
thinking of how much I love her,
deadened with no sensorium
how do i handle this tedium?
My fragile limbs when day is done
in more of her, I receive my healing
till the break of dawn.
I would love to have her forever
she gradually eludes me
but we'll never be together
'cos once she's gone-like right now
she's gone forever

In my head

In the middle of a cold wintery sky 
a perfect blended hue
tinted black, purple and blue 
watching from afar, a little shy
the whispered prayer, that is you.

Lightening flashes cream and gray
if thou please i may, sip endlessly,
from your passion on replay
you strum on my ponder
I wonder; if u will tickle me, chocolate thunder.

The stars of your eyes have put on a show 
it reflected on my chest like crystal snow
but in my mind I discover
is where u take off my cover 
another dream, yet you're all I desire; chocolate thunder.

I douse my internal inferno
thinking; me, you and the quiet
a room scented lit in candles, perfect scenario
in tranquility of delirium, in the hands of your hero,
if still i dream, then let beside me, be my pillow.


Fimisola-Samuel