Crave II

you need me like the air you breathe
but you cannot need me
just as much as i need you
in my thoughts of love
lust is just pure contradiction...
a moment with you
the peak of all addiction
you being far away-disrupts my senses
in a altered state of delirium
i forget my tenses.
if every grain the made a mountain
were enough to express desire
i'd sell my soul to retrieve life's fountain
and then get you each one
before i gladly retire.
you're the rhythm
to which my heart beats
you're the soul
that gives me the blues.
in four lines...i crave you like this;
just as water knoweth no source or end
and in the ground
it shall always be found
you are the wind
my lung never ceases to breathe.


...yet in my every fall
and my heart left
in the centre of the mall
i've been loved, felt love
and yet know no love
still, after it i still run.
Left in the dark of lies
but my fire of trust still burns
pictured by the side of your eyes
you ignore it and leave me burnt.
so why do i still want?
why am i so thirsty
as to endure all this hurt?,
for to deny my feelings
is the aftermath of a gun shot
and in my search of what is true
is living in daylight torture
my confusion speaks to me
"exactly what are you looking for?"
but in my denial
my brain's froze...only my heart speaks on
would i ever know
what on earth it's looking for?
then i look on to the brighter side of life
but it's yet to be complete
and is sick with strife
without you my eternal desire
and until i find you
i do hope to keep inspired.

Fimisola-Samuel