You should know

You’re always in my head
like one plus one equals two
my humble thoughts you misconstrue
I’m running around in disbelief
the pain of losing you is beyond relief.

You seem not to realise
how much my troublesome fears materialise,
I hear you in my head
As I remember the faint squeaks of my bed
Knowing that someday to you I’ll be dead
You remain silent like the dark of the night
I wonder if my bravery is likened to a knights,
I delve into the sea of extraordinary madness
Too deeply sunken; anchored by my weakness,
You, yeah; you are my weakness.

My strength melts away
with the thoughts of your caress
and as my needs you address
I’m flung into unending delirium
deadened to all sensorium
everything is nothing but tedium
then suddenly I awaken to reality
and I’m left again in frank pandemonium.

I decide it’s whatever
but just when I say it don’t matter
sudden feelings I begin to discover
well maybe I had lied while undercover
having you ponder if I got something to offer
if you don’t mind, let me restrategise my offer.
For you're always in my head
as the love of you won’t give up easily
me, I go show you am a hard performer
because with me it’s;
whenever, wherever, however-forever.

I ain’t trying to impress
or float your boat on the sea of distress
I just pray I be the one to help your nerves de-stress
my hands, your body dress and undress
and in my empire, you; forever my empress
with undoubted permanence; like a seal's press.


Fimisola-Samuel